ne facile pas;

26Apr11

Jesus, its getting difficult to manage the thoughts and considerations and hopes. Help me see what you want to do and not what i want to do. Let me remember your grace everyday, let me remember your love everyday. Father thank you for your handprints in my life everyday. For creating the most beautiful day and the enchanting nights. Thank you for giving us the gift to see your work everyday without needing to pay for it with our blood. You paid our debt, you saved us from the darkest night. You send us through the refining fire, you cover us with the cool waters, you let us rest in your quiet pastures. You are our God. You are our King. You are most of all our dear Jesus, our dear friend, our lover, friend, giver, mighty deliverer.

I remember. I want to remember. I want to praise you everyday and worship you every moment with what i do. I know my sins are not pleasing to you but God may you do your mighty patchwork. Let not you face turn away from me any longer, let not your hand stop delivering. Don’t withhold your mercy and presence from where i am because it is all i have and all i need. Father, deep inside there are times where doubt, temptations and pain creep in, but i know that in all that lies who you are. because you are just and merciful, you cannot deny who you are.

So i lay my life aside that you may work. My words are so cheap, my timidity is a disgrace. But you called me not as though i were but you called me for who i can be. God, this is my cry, to hear your voice everyday, to have the courage to face the day, to have the strength to not give up in the miry clay.

Let not my insecurities deny me from your great plan. Don’t let me give up on glorifying you in difficult areas in my life. In all that i do, You are real. You are amazing. You are powerful.

Deep inside.

I love you more than anything.

But the most amazing thing is,

You love me more than i’ll ever know.

Amen.

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